I realized that lately, I have been very selfish. This whole blog is about my life, and mine only. I mention time, over time, that my life sucks, and your death is at fault. The suckish truth is, that is the truth. I know that posts are repetitive, and annoying, but it is just how I feel. I am supposed to share what your life was, not mine currently. Yes, I have struggles due to your death, but I shouldn't rant on about my troubles. I need to talk about you, and you only. Momma, you are my only priority. I wish that I don't know, I could magically poof you back into existence to rant about my problems to you, but that wont happen. That being said, I need to let go, and only worry about things that are important, like you.
you are my only problem, and I love you.
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